Air date: 1997-01-23

Runtime: 60 min

Afraid that South African authorities still want him, Darryl begins recalling his politically oppressive childhood in his former home.

Air date: 1997-01-30

Runtime: 60 min

Darryl's mind is flooded with boyhood memories of fighting at school, his love of a white girl and the arrests of Boytjie and Russell on charges of murder.

Air date: 1997-02-06

Runtime: 60 min

After a run-in with David, Darryl recalls his brother's clandestine political activities in Soweto and Boytjie facing formal charges of murder.

Air date: 1997-02-13

Runtime: 60 min

Darryl's publisher plans to add text to his book that the author finds unacceptable.

Air date: 1997-02-20

Runtime: 60 min

When Darryl fears that a man he sees talking to Lerato has been following him, he remembers a man he saw knifed in South Africa and Boytjie's murder trial.

Air date: 1997-02-27

Runtime: 60 min

Despite David's insistence, Darryl is reluctant to join the Canadian anti-apartheid movement; Darryl recalls his days in boarding school.

Air date: 1997-03-06

Runtime: 60 min

Rosa worries about Darryl's obsession with the man following him; Darryl remembers Veronica's decision to pass as white and live in the suburbs.

Air date: 1997-03-13

Runtime: 60 min

Darryl considers speaking at a protest at the South African consulate, which prompts him to remember how easy it is to become an enemy of the state.

Air date: 1997-03-20

Runtime: 60 min

With suspicions that Sipho is in trouble in South Africa, Darryl remembers the government seizing his grandmother's house and David being wounded in the army.

Air date: 1997-03-27

Runtime: 60 min

Darryl recalls the effects his political activities had on his late father when he receives a call from his mother still living in his native South Africa.

Air date: 1997-04-03

Runtime: 60 min

Darryl debates whether to return to South Africa when his safety cannot be guaranteed.

Air date: 1997-04-10

Runtime: 60 min

While returning to South Africa for his father's funeral, Darryl remembers how he was smuggled out of the country.

Air date: 1997-04-10

Runtime: 60 min

Special Branch agents confront Darryl when he arrives in South Africa; David admits to his clandestine work for the government.